The current me

Assalamualaikum to all! well.. where should I begin? I try to avoid people lately.. I don't know why. becoming introvert maybe? or maybe I don't want or afraid to get hurt. I used to put high expectations on people before especially someone that I'm close to or someone that I love and I ended up with wound and scars inside my heart that I never share with anyone. They said to me never expect people to do the same like what I did to them..people have different kind of perspectives in their life. yes I know and I understand but like what they said, I should not be expecting because you know your duty, your roles as someone important in others people life. Based on my observation, people will appreciate and value your existence more when you less exist in their life, when you are not part of their life anymore to be exact. maybe that's what I tend to do. not because I want people to appreciate me but because I appreciate myself and I know my own self worth and I don't want to spend my time on some people who are only using me or looking for me when they are bored or their precious friends are busy with other things. Other than becoming introvert hahaha I'm learning on "how to survive when you live alone" I guess. because my best friends are so busy with other commitments. some are working, some are playing a good daughter, some busy with assignments and some are busy with their loves life. so here i'm busy typing my feelings and thoughts since no one is around to listen. hahaha I miss my family a lot. i guess that's that. Assalamualaikum :)